and so.. you left.

i'm waiting..
and waiting..
still waiting..

i don't know whats becoming of me.

i'm just so sorry.

i failed to be tt other half tt you could count on. tha evil given name of selfish got hold of me. i still can't fathom why things had to be this way.

angry at myself fer not holding you back.
angry at myself fer not being there fer you.
angry at myself fer leaving what we had tt way.
angry at myself fer not stopping you.

there's just noone tt gets me like you do..

and tt was when i named you..herr.